7/15/13 And its....this o-o

The More years to Pass, The deeper my thoughts. Deeper and deeper, darker and darker and Im afraid if I get any deeper I wont ever come back. The More tears I shed, the less meaniful everything has once meant. Self harm, deep thoughts, and wishful days, the years stretch and the days seem longer. Im off in the clouds, in the world they call Hell. To what I once called life seems now just a haze. Wishful thinking has become High hopes that soon become let down and left you back into the misery of reality. And through it all I stand high with my battle scars waiting to show everyone to let them know how far I made it with or without them. And one day it will be better but right now I will manage with what I have and continue in fear of what my future will end up as. The past makes your future and it leaves me terrified...

Heres To...

Heres To the one who fakes that smile all day and goes home to feel lonely and sad. Heres to the one that they said wouldnt ever acheive it, Heres to the one they said would never make it,The one who DID make it this far being proud of their battle scares. Heres to the one who is discrimanated by race,orientation,and religion. Heres to the that one person who cries every night because of all they go through. Heres to that one special person. Its To Me and You, we are Beautiful, we are accepted, we are here for a reason and why we made it this far. HERES TO US.! C:

She paints a pretty picture so beautiful and so sound. Her canvas is her wrist and the paint her is her blood and her tears come Down in floods. Red paint slowly turned into black lines. What seemed so beautiful turned out so ugly. The pretty picture was really a solemn stick figure and now its nothing but spilled paint and black lines. Reality of it all was all she needed was paper and not her wrist with a marker not a knife now wouldnt that have been an amazing twist...

ME+YOU= 1 OF A KIND, I LIKE THAT C;

Couldn't have said it any better cx

R.I.P. ♥♥♥

 God Looked Around His Garden,

And He Found An Empty Place.

He Looked Down Upon Earth,

And Saw Your Empty Face.

He put his Arm Around You,

And Lifted you To Rest.

God's Garden Must Be Beautiful,

Because He always Takes The Best.

He Knew You Were Suffering,

He Knew You Were In pain.

He Knew You would Never,

Get well On Earth Again.

He Saw the Road was Getting Rough,

And the Hills Were Hard To Climb.

So He Closed Your Weary Eyes,

And Said "Peace Be Thine".

It Was Hard to Lose you,

But You Didn't Go Alone.

For Part of us Went With You,

The Day God Called You Home.

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IMAGINE-nation c:

         Head in the clouds, air in my lungs, and My body floats. To the sky, up up and away. Imagination, It takes me above the clouds and above the sky, father than anything and I just watch as I fly. All my Worries disappear with all the things I once called My fears. I bounce along singing with the wind. I feel free I scream, and as I look into the sun, my skin glistens and glows and I feel the warmth to what used to feel so cold. Mirror, Mirror on the wall SHH, Do you hear that.? It's Evil's call, but I skip off on the clouds leaving the ugly calls. Play time is over and time to go home so I close my eyes as I feel my body fall. It was fun while it lasted but its time for imaginations clash and its time for my rest. Next time for sure I will have my heart pure and It will last longer and I will imagine a lot more.

Luck.~

Sometimes a crumb falls 
from the tables of joy,
Sometimes a bone is flung.


To some people 
Love is given, 
to others only Heaven.

                                                  
   -Langston Huges

XDD "Shh Just Trust Me" LOOL.!

Snoopy Loves Ya' ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

        

Don't Worry, Be Happy. :)

         Gay Marriages.? Do I support it.? UMMMMMMMM Idunno ._. I don't particularly Support it but I don't put it down it either.  Love is love right.? So why would they keep them from each other but then again if you were raised in the Christian Community then you would know its an abomination and you were to go straight to hell o_o. I wouldn't know to support it or not to support it. I'm not really  sure but Iknow a person who does support it, Obama. And they made 36 states that allowed gays get Married. But if they were to go to a state that doesn't support it like Texas or South Carolina they wouldn't necessary get benefits and file for taxes.  But whatever happens, Happens and that's it. But if you love somebody then you need to take up challenges to be with them and be with them until the end. :) But Good Luck and do what you gotta do to be with your Soul Mate.

Get Up and Be Happy...

 When you think the World is coming down in pieces leaving you swept beneath the wind and your drowning in your own sorrow. That's how you know you're feeling down and depressed. Been there done that and I hopefully I don't go back. Crying and crying until you can't cry no more and your just left sitting there whining isn't the answer. Get up and at least TRY to enjoy life because before you know it It will be all over in a blink of an eye. There's no reason to be at home crying and being alone because you're just sitting there thinking where did it all go wrong, you're just making yourself even more depressed than you already were in the first place. -.- Just being the whiny one isn't trying to enjoy anything if you do get up and get out. No excuses on "You just don't understand" "You don't know me or my life story to judge me" "You couldn't even start to understand my pain" Well Honestly,I wouldn't want to with that attitude, and after a while no one will because they'll get tired of the crying and complaining. Nothing can get better if you don't even try to make it better. Your life plays out on how you make it and live it. Your life based on drama its because you revolve around it. Your life based on cutting and taking pills for depression its because you make it that way. Everything happens for a reason and its your responsibility to change that. So what if your parents don't buy you something, get over it, its not the end of the world. And so what if someone don't like you back obviously your personality doesn't  appeal to them in that way.  Just get up and enjoy you're life while you're young c: And not YOLO -.-, Its not there for you to do something stupid with your life -.- Its there to show you how you have to do something fun before its all over not life-risking or some serious injury. BE HAPPY AND LIVE YOUR LIFE :) SAFELY <_< >_>

Express Yourself.! ^_^

   Be free to express yourself. You have no choice but to be yourself because everyone else is taken. Why would you be scared to be anybody but you, Don't go by what others think of you If they like you then congrats but if they don't then tell them mind their business and Buh-bye, have a nice day. Originality is Key, and if you're weird then be weird [(THE NEW NORMAL)] And if you wanna be a normal dried up sponge then you be the best dang Dried up sponge that you can be. People follow at times because they just wanna fit in with the crowd and not stand out. Just be YOU, And if some can't accept you then that's their loss and somebody else will love you for you. Express your inner self and I promise you will be a lot happier than trying to be someone other than you...

~♥♥ Love ♥♥~

Age is nothing but a number and Jail is nothing but a building. 

But since when do they have an age limit on when you can love somebody.?

I'm not talking about anything drastic such as some lonely 30yr.old with an immature ditsy 14 yr.old. 

What I'm referring to is such as somebody within different ages like maybe 10 or 15 yrs. difference loving each other. Love shouldn't have restrictions and age shouldn't be one of them. All Legal situations here. But what if they are 17 and the woman I should say is 28 near 30. Why couldn't they be with each other, its cause you say he's still a "minor" but yet if this 17yr.old were to commit a crime you were to trial him as an adult and send him off to prison. So are they making rules up as they go.? or are they just using laws and rules that I just have not seen yet.? I'm not sure, but I definitely think that age shouldn't be something to hold one or another back from something they were meant to have.

[Nothing But a Poem....]

  Look into my heart and you'll find the lies and the hate. Tears fall, and every drop shed falls into the water which slowly rises for me to drown. Pulling my self up I see the light and I crawl toward it as fast as I can. With what seems to be weight pulling me down keeping me from reaching the light I crawl slower and slower to where I finally collapse. The light disappear leaving me within the darkness. The end.? A new beginning.? Thoughts swirl around me and my eyes begin to puff, my wrists start to fall from the cracks, and my body crumbles under pressure.I scream and scream at the top of my lungs leaving me breathless and yet I wonder if anyone is there to even hear me cry. I cry and cry when I finally realize there was nothing to cry about as I wake up to find out it was all a LIE....

~~~~5Year old girl shot in the head in New Orleans.~~~~

      Reports say that the little girl was at home locked in her room while her mother was at the store when she came back and the girl was suffering from the gunshot to the head Sunday evening. Okay, well, why would you even think of leaving a 5year old at home by herself, that don't even sound good. What type of store were you going to that made you have to leave your child at home.? Then If you had "locked" her in her room then how did the little girl get the gun, and why was it  in reach for her to get it or one even in the house.? The whole story doesn't sound right. It just doesn't add up. Then what doesn't help the situation was that  the little girl's mother was being charged for second-degree Murder. Your being charged for murder and then your little girl is shot in the head and later dies in the hospital. Yea, that all seems out-the-blue, what a coincidence, and how did this happen -.-.? But they haven't released any names and are going to do a Autopsy today.

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